I know it has been quite a while since I posted an entry. All I can say is that I have been resting. It has been a few months since the discovery and removal of my 'lump' and it took longer (than other people say is usual) for my surgical wound to heal that I panicked and began to feel scared 'again'. The doctor had my blood sugar tested to find out whether I am diabetic, but luckily, it turned out normal so there is no other reason why my healing process was slow than just exactly that, it is slow.
After several weeks, 4 bottles of Betadine, an entire tube of antibiotic and lots and lots of gauze, it finally closed and dried up. there are times, though, that it feels painful but the doctor says it's normal and that I should expect it to feel that way, probably, for as long as I live.
For now, I'm happy to be alive and strong. Hopefully, I will be back to my regular posting very soon.