Things seem better. But I don’t feel better yet..
I still wish, though, that something good will happen in the very near future. I don’t know how long I’m going to hold on. I secretly wish I would but I unashamedly pray that I wouldn’t have to. I guess I just have to wait for what’s to come.
I feel awful about myself and I hate it. I wish this feeling would go away, but I know it wouldn’t. I know I have to face it head on, that’s the brave thing to do, that’s the right thing to do, in fact that’s the only thing to do. What more.. I feel tired about all these things. I’m tired messing things up for myself and for others.
Things will get better soon..